thank you everyone, i coping with everything. i do have great news though, the reptile community has really been there for me through this tough time, as well as my job(wal-mart)! my job is giving me a grant to find a new place to live, i have been getting offers fro various people to help me re-start my hobby which i love so much. after i find a place i have 2 tegus, 1 rhino iguana, 1 cuban iguana, 2 baby beardies, and 3 boas(hypo,snow, and bolivian) coming my way plus a guy from my city is donating a few 40 breeders, 20l's, and 75 gal tanks to me to help me out. i cant thank everyone enough for there support, i have even found a way to pay the reptile community back once im back on my feet, i just need to figure a few things out and then im going to get right on it. thank you all again i will never forget any of this EVER!